Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
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6:54 pm - I THINK I COULD LIKE YOU....
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b1ush@LJ.COM
I think I could like you
I already do
feelings can grow but
they can go away too
you're takin my hand
lookin into my eyes
don't be in a rush to
get me tonight
feel somethin happenin
could this be a spark?
to satisfy me baby
gotta satisfy my heart
do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl
I think I could like you
but I keep holding back
cause I can't seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
current mood:  happy
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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
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12:34 am - HEAD OVER HEELS ?
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soo its really late right now right..
and i find that im sitting here on the computer waiting for you to either go on msn or to call me back.
but for some reason, it hasnt registered that none of that is just about to happen yet.
oh boy, why do you always change personalities.
yet im still stuck on you.. which ever part of you and your many moodswings that i'm stuck on.
how is it that you know how to sweet talk me so dam well.
i fall into it every dam time.
and im enjoying myself.
i really am.. i wont lie..
it feels nice, to be wanted by you.
the other guys are just their to pass time,
but when im talking to you..
all their phone calls id reject in a minute.
you are just.. wow 8)
ps and maybe tomorrow will go well.. or maybe not.
with you, its unpredictable.
***
oh yes and just thought id quickly add..
watched the persuit of happiness with justin M.
and that movie really makes you feel fuckin bad..
espeiically since i just spent 4 bills at aldo accessories right before.
and although aldo fucked me over.
i feel bad..
maybe i should go donate some money or something, iuno.
and im kinda cheesed right now,
ive been wanting to post up all the pictures the girls and i took at the hotel
while getting ready for unity.
but the shits taking forever.
oh well... maybe next time!
♥LOVE LOVE
- SHA -
current mood:  nervous
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Sunday, December 31st, 2006
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7:14 pm - SO ITS THE LAST DAY OF 2006
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today, i actually thought was going to be a sad day...
but today. i actually MET reality.
up close and personal straight up, face to face.
and now, i think its hit me.
a new year a new Shahana.
im sorry but...
i think its time for another of my famous, changes.
im putting all the drama behind me,
taking a step foreward,
and not looking back as i walk until i hit something hard.
and whatever it is im about to walk into,
im prepared to take it on.
like as if, i just realized that im alive and living.
and 2007. its my time to grow up and start seeing the truth.
or whatever the fuck it is thats right in front of me.
i dont believe in love
and i dont believe in truth
but i dont believe in loneliness
and i dont believe in lying
happy newyears
2007 resolution: save up all the money baby!
current mood: anxious
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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
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11:50 am - Merry Christmas ya'll
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well, im just about to leave for work,
so thought id write a quick update.
after work, going to xmas fam jam..
than sleeping over at cousins,
next morning, its christmas!
opening all the parents thaaann going for dinner with fam.
than going to moms boyfriends house for christmas at night,
than sleeping over...
gonna get drunk as usual. lol (yes with my mom).
than gonna wake up the next morning,
and its BOXING DAY :D.
cancelled work (n), but its alright...
gonna meet up with the girllss and have THE MOST FUN EVER.
BUTT I DONT THINK WILL HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO GO SHOPPINGGG.. (N)
unity nightclub. fancy hotel. getting mashed up.
i cant wait, so excited :)
stay tuned for pictures!
ps. merry christmas,
its gonna be a good one. (although itll be a very warm&dry christmas)
and everyone, this is your last week to make the end of the year SPEICAL AND REMEMBERABLE.
so make the most AND the best of it!
all my love and best of wishes,
Shahana♥
current mood: excited
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
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10:24 pm - EYECANDY
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Today was fun...
last day of school for me.
major plans for the holidays,
UNITY & CANDYLAND..
staying in a HOTEL,
hotboxing the WASHROOM.
BOMB BOMB BOMB, i know s'live already baby!
anyways. today was dressdown day,
so here are some random pictures i was able to take before my stupid cam ran out of battery.. enjoy! :)
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME..
(don't mind that random niner in the background) lol
>CLICK; ( PICTURES HERE )
current mood: happy
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Monday, December 18th, 2006
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7:50 pm - stop wasting my time
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this is the first time ive ever been pissed off in a LONG time. ok first of all your so us eto gettin cheated and cutt off by a certain type of girl. so why are you still going for that type of girl when you can see wifey right here?! you dont know WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT DO YOU? dont ever try to make ME seem stupid when your just fooling yourself. you made me BELEIVE that it was going somewhere and it was all good. trying to fucking lead me on and shit. but when it came down to it, it was nothing like it seemed. whatever, i dont need you or your bull. your locked off. i dont need you or your filthy nonsence in MY life. dont bother wasting anymore of my time. i dont care, and i aint tryna be your friend. get at someone else, cause i only associate with people that know where there going in life and actually know whats fucking good. :@
current mood:  frustrated
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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
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11:45 pm - and i wouldnt have it any other way -
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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
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7:27 pm - all smiles all day
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today was.. embarrassing.
but, it really made my day ! :D
current mood: cheerful
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Sunday, November 26th, 2006
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5:00 pm - a night to remember
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIMMZZ!
CLIICK: ( READ+PICTURES )
current mood: excited
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Friday, October 27th, 2006
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6:37 pm - good times last forever
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ME-Shahana, Athena, Jen R, Steph
at the dance :)
*sigh* that was a whole lota fun.
juicing at athenas house,
getting ready,
dance class ?
jen and i bare jokes.
mad pictures
sharing stories/secrets.
gott love for the gyal dems.
bitchy: blah whatever. life is perfect without you anyway!
WATCH ME SMILE BITCH.
current mood: bitchy
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